It's been a really long time I didn't update . Update at this timing ? Labels: Life is just unfair for me .
I promised myself to quit alcohol . I really meant it . Why . I'm just purely down , I'm just sad . Yes , it's very . I don't know what did I do wrong . Why must I be punished this way ? Why must it be me ? Why is my life being unfair ? You know something ? I've been always strong , but I'm weak in relationships , I'm always stupid to give myself hopes . What are really hopes ? Hopes can turn to miracles ? I doubt so . There isn't , I've try my very best , I've done all I can to touched her . But it's just failed without success every attempt . Very hardly I'm down till like this . But who is there for me ? I don't believe in brothers , sisters all whatever anymore . I'll just quietly disappear from you all . Take care everyone . It's very hurtful for me to say that but I still have to say that . I'm sorry to those who once I cared , loved , concerned and those whom loved and care for me . I'm just purely useless . I won't be online for a period anymore . I can't stand the life I'm facing , maybe it's really time for me to settle down before I come back . Whether anyone reads it or not it isn't important anymore . I'm sorry , everyone .
There isn't Miracles in my life . Life is just unfair for me .
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& The rest is still unwritten,
& will be continued....
