Never update for a long time . Have been moodless these few days , perhaps I believe I've friends who concern about me are all lies . I do have lots of things to say , but who is there for me , who is there willing to be my listening ear . Umm .. Don't feel like blogging anymore . There is always full of lies , but never mind . I think live alone and keep problems to myself is better . I always lend a listening ear , but who is there to lend me a ear ? Sighs ...