Thanking few person here when they once care though never see them before . At least can sense some true friendship again . Should I believe it ? Or would I be stupidly kanna bluff again ? Labels: I live for myself and not for others .
Yesterday went slack with Steven till 6am . We chatted . I told him what problems I've . He told me he once also . Then he asked me to change the attitude to people so won't kanna make use or some sort of things . Chat and Chat , blame myself being stupid and Kpo to care about people things when they don't care . Steven scolded me stupid , asked me why must I be so stupid and asked me to learn smart . But I thinking , should I just give myself one last time to believe the friends I've now ? Maybe or maybe not . I not sure either .
Past few days , when I cannot walk out . Who is there to find things accompany me ? Again Steven and didi, we played mahjong on Thursday till 6am also . Then yesterday went mac with them . After that wait for xin yi mei to come back , because she said she scare not enough for cab fare , so I waited downstairs her house with Steven . After we slack with her till 12am . Then I and Steven went home for game till 3am , then we meet and slack . Seriously, I only see him as a true brother , and I believe that is call loyalty .
Back to my thanking ,
I will thank Jia ling mei , thanks for the tag you given no worries yea . I can handle it . Hope to meet you soon .
I will thank Weiwei dumb , thanks for accompany sometimes when I need . Hope to see you soon also .
I will thank of course xin yi mei ,Steven and didi . For making time to slack when you people free .
I will also thank Yun ling , thanks for caring me and bothering .
I think thats all I'll thank ? Maybe . Only this few show concern about me . I've think and thoughts , I'll bear whatever consequences for what I'm doing now . I'll never regret what I am doing now . I will only show some concern back to the people whom I thank . Exception , is xin yi mei , Steven and didi . This three maybe I owe them alot more . Umm , that's all maybe . Don't feel like do much posting . People won't be able to find me , hahas . Bye . Take care .
I live for myself and not for others .
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& The rest is still unwritten,
& will be continued....
