Thinking of past out of sudden. Labels: Life is full of misery, loneliness and suffering - But it's all over much too soon.
Out of sudden. Yesterday was all alone at home, in my room. About 2am plus was thinking back the past and regretting what I have not done. Listening to few songs and this chinese song -Missing you, have brought me back lots of memories.
The way I miss you, miss people that are already gone and left from me that I couldn't find or grab them back in anyway. I am just sorry that I didnt cherish you and treat you better than that when you are around.
Its been 6years, a person that have lost never returned. its been 54days I have also lost a person that never returned. I am lost, truely lost the way to walk my path suddenly.
I am sorry to people whom I said I will be happy. But I just couldn't this memoeries have been kept in my heart for coming 18years and lost just like I have lost a 10cent coin. The way they treat me, protect me, loved me and the care for me is always there. I just miss those days.
I don't think I am going where later. Have no feel to go out. Or maybe later just slack. I am also missing a person, a person whom I let it slip away from my hand. I couldnt grab her tight enough or perhaps no chance to grab either. This is the saddest moment of my life. Lost 2 closest person, lost the person whom i didn't garb it . Sorry gal .
Missing you every night for the 3 person. I am feeling mentally tired, really tired.
22more days to my surgery.
Life is full of misery, loneliness and suffering - But it's all over much too soon.
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& The rest is still unwritten,
& will be continued....
