Its really bored. Labels: Cherish before its gone..
Soon its the second day. Its nearly 2am in the morning. Getting really bored. Nothing much to do and I dunno what to do. I dun even know will I be sleeping. Still no changes and moody now.
Hais. Dunno what happens to me exactly. Loneliness sickness? Maybe. Hahas. What to do??? Play games also play till sians. Do what also no mood to do, play game also no mood to play. Sighs. Kinda sad mann. But life has to go on, no matter what happens till I die.
Just feel hours back I am saying there is 29days to my surgery. Now? 28 more days. Days really passing damn freaking fast when I dun wants. When I want it to past fast, it just do the opposite way. Can feel that something is trying to stop me and go against me.
Hais . Alrights see what am I going to do. Maybe do more posting later when I think what to do. Suddenly feel like drinking. I really have a sucks life mann, everything kills a person which includes jealously and emotions. 6 more hours and I am going river vally and see my grandfather.
Though I miss the days, so ? Its already over then I start to regret for not accompanying him when he is around. But now, thinking , flashing back to the olden days, how he treated me, the way whatever I wants he will grant it. But now who is there for me ? Sighs.
Afternoon abt 12plus went out of house to go pray for my grandfather for him. The temple at river vally road there. Then do prayer for 2hours plus, lols. The monk there read the chanting so fast even got book for me to follow I also catch no ball.
Finally some ppl thinks its time to invite him home. He wasn't invited home during his 49days period thats makes me and my aunties angry and upset. Then abt 3pm reach grandfather house do prayer all those. Then finally the argument of the house all those lah. The arguement last for about 3hours plus? I was down there listening.
Dunno whether isit funny or angry. I was laughing all the way when a bastard using loud voice at my aunty. Then in the end abt 6plus he du lan then bring his wife home. Lols. I was saying Bye to him quite loud, hope he heard it.
Then just reached home went dinner with one friend. Now dunno what to do again. Lols. Take care peeps.
Bye.
Cherish before its gone..
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& The rest is still unwritten,
& will be continued....
